the impossibilities of life

2007-03-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

Fridays has become my pool day..officially. I'm geeting better at it than at the beginning of the year. Like today i managed to score 4 or 5 balls in a row, but still need alot of practice. Its really fun.And very addictive too.lolz.I tink i can control myself.i came out smelling of smoke.Thankfully the smell went away by the time i was home.If only they would air the place.sigh.

My classmate,he's a genius...he's a really good pool player but he's always playing HIMSELF against HIMSELF!! He's a real introvert.

2007-02-22T07:02:00.000-08:00

had my driving amali today...FINALLY!!!
but it was the most boring 6 hours of my entire life...haihz..the sacrifices i do to drive.lolz.

4 those you hvent been 4 it yet...went there we 1st started by watching the movie Taxi...fter half hour we watched boring slides and the guy almost put me to slp wit his words...haha...

and i couldnt have lunch coz the canteen was so freaking dirty...haih had to starve until 5 o'clock...lucky i had a heavy b'fast...

thankfully the time passed relatively fast,so it was over b4 i knew it.Now i can start my lessons proper and hopfully can get my license by the end of march.yhay then i can drive anywhere i wan...hehe...

well i gtg now...ctch ur'll later.buh-bye.

My Chinese New Year....

2007-02-22T06:39:00.000-08:00

I usually spend my New Year in bed or in front of the tv...but this time like laz year i decided to follow my frens go visiting...it was such a bomb...had alot of fun...summore long time never see my frens and all...it was great.

And i had my 1st bah kut teh wit kai liang's family...its taste so good,a better version of chicken,lol...now i can say that i've tired it...duno when will be my next...so this way whenever i tink bout pork,i'll remember kl....weird way to remember him but atleast i do...sorry dude.Lolz.

I hope to go more visiting next year...get more ang pau.see ya buh-bye

boohoo...no lunch today

2007-02-14T19:35:00.000-08:00

Yup thats rite...i didnt have lunch 2day...so i'm spending my lunch break typing this,so you ppl better read this and pity poor me...lol...oh well,2 more days than holiday...cant wait 4 that and to meet my frens 2moro in modern...miss them alot...there's nth like them...too bad joann couldnt make it..hehe...

I've finally survived a month here...i'm suprised i did it...didnt think i could last so long...now must last 4 the next 17 mths...BOOHOO!!!!!
And b4 i 4get.......

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
to everybody and i hope you guys and gals had a wonderful and memorable time yesterday...

Well i gtg now...class gona start in 15 mins time...must not be late...got maths test...oh damn...nt yet study...well see ya later!

2007-01-31T06:52:00.000-08:00

OOO...i'm the apprentice president of the Book Readers Club...lolz...some of ya mite tink its lame...like my bro...but i beg to differ..its kinda cool actually since i really love to read alot...its my forte...hehe...we had our 1st meeting today,it was more like garden tea party...had drinks and loads of muffins and cookies...too bad i was too full to try some...oh well i just hope to do my best at my new post...

And im entering the Commonwealth Essay Writing Competition...you get a cert 4 participation...if anyone is interested can contact me 4 more details...closing date is in March...or jus search 4 it on the net...

Thirdly,the STAR sport's day is this saturday...it'll be great if we can all meet up there...miss ur'll very much...so i'm going...hope to see many of ur'll there too ya...dont miss it...i'll skin you ppl alive and chop ur'll into 18 pieces..lolz...try ya ppl...thx!!

Well i gtg now...muz go study 4 my chemistry test on friday...chao!!
P.S. Why i hardly see ppl on9 nowadays??

2007-01-28T06:54:00.000-08:00

Wat am i doing here? I've got exams 2moro..lolz..the rebel who never studies...who cares bout petty monthly exams..its pointless and bears no significance at all..its only to please the parents who fork out their money to send their kiddies to study there...why are ppl nowadays so paranoid..is that the rite word??...to do better in studies...come la ppl, life's short..enjoy it to the maximum..go out,make new buddies,try new food...haha probably heard this on the radio...

Oh well,that's my advise to ppl around the globe...why have a successful career but a lousy and boring life??
Socializing is a basic means of survival in this new era...no one sed make it a competition who can have more...jus mix around wit ur frens,talk out wat ur feeling,freak out lil too sometimes...

And most of all dont use a handphone to call ur parents and to play games...thats really reeeally lame guys...

community service message by The Lizard...lolz

I love history!!

2007-01-27T08:11:00.000-08:00

NO!!!No not the Malaysian history but world history...dontcha tink so too?
I particularly am so fascinated by the history of Europe and Eastern Asia...like the Roman Empire and the Ottoman Empire...its jus so amazing wat man have achieved..the power they amassed...i tink i'm a power freak...lol...the idea of being the emperor of a vast empire is just so ecstatic...maybe all males feel the same way as me...it muz be the testesterones...haha...and this kings and sultans actually had the oppurtunity to rule inpregnable cities and enermous armies...wow...i always dream of actually being a emperor...feared and loved at the same time...that wud be sooo great...lolz...wat a wish rite?

Oh well,back to reality...i gtg rule my tiny kingdom called my bedroom...

P.S. miss my queen tonnes ;)

Its piling up...real fast!!

2007-01-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

My workload tat is...especially further maths and chemistry...whoa...the teachers all sangat rajin...i miss STAR teachers...lol...but this way i nonit tuition...hahahahaha...

Oh well...i really envy those ppl who have nth to do nw but laze bout...(you knw who they are)...but i'm sure they're envying me too...although college life is fun and all,but its still studying especially if ur in a pre-engineering class...like 2day...lessons ended at 3 but students were still doing their work until 3.30 in class...and it'll only get tougher and tougher...

The other day i went to the pool club above asia cafe...the moment i entered i cudnt take the smell of cigarettes..it was like smoking 4 free...almost every1 there was smoking...boys and even girls...hw corrupted the teen world is becoming?!haha..dont worry ppl i'm nt gona pick up the bad habits in taylors...my class is full of studious and hardworking students...only encourage me to study more...lolz...

haihz..i gtg now...must go and study chem and further maths...i'm lagging behind edi..i'm still in the holiday mood...slap me ppl...muz get back to my studying routine...arrgh...hehe...see ya..chao!!

My love....i'm urs.

2007-01-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

haihz...with college starting i'm hardly seeing you...but i'm still very much urs and only urs...
every tear i shed,
every breath i breathe,
every word i speak,
every feeling i feel,
every thought i tink,
every memory i have,
everything i am.........i am truly urs from the deepest of my heart.
i love you.

2007-01-13T23:31:00.000-08:00

Since i'm sooo bored and i've got nth to do,so i'l post a blog again...usually i spend my free time reading my novel...its very addictive...i'm really sad that i finished the book edi...i get very emotional bout the stories i read..haha...oh well...i'l give a brief description of the book ya

Title: The Historian
Author: Liz Kostova
Pages: 645 pg
Synopsis: Late one nite,exploring her father's library,a young girl finds an ancient book and a cache of old letters addressed to 'My dear and unfortunate sucessor'.her discovery plunges her into an unimagineable world-a labyrinth where her secrets of her parents past her mother's fate connect to an evil hidden in the depths of history.
She unwillingly begins an hunt for the truth bout Vlad The Impaler aka Dracula.....blah...blah..well find the rest urself (by borrowing my book).

UPDATE!!!

2007-01-13T21:08:00.001-08:00

Hey ppl...Its really been a long time since i posted a blog...here's one:

Well i've been really bz with college and dont even hv time 4 myself...i wake up at 6 and only come back home around 4.30...haihz...i'm getting used tothis routine a bit by bit...thank god this programme is only until next year may...

besides that,everyth else bout college life is jus great...made a lot of frens(mostly my classmates...since most of the students are fr subang or pj)...the teachers are very helpful and frenly too...and HARDWORKING!! haha..nt like STAR,we dont hv free periods at all...well it shud be that way rite?

well i gtg...my lunch is waiting..hehe...see ya..buh-bye!

The truth about friendster...

2006-12-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

Will you believe me if i told you that Friendster is pornographic and has more use to some ppl besides making frens? Well its true...ppl who have likings to their same gender use it as a way to find partners...its absolutely true and they have formed groups...many also promote themselves sexually on friendster.This came as a real shocker to me and maybe to you too.This world is really going crazy..(not that i've got anyth against gays or lesbians,but there is a limit to things and this is way beyond the limit point).Well if you still dont believe me,check out this link below:

http://www.friendster.com/photos/36196246

2006-12-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

For once at least ppl wont stare at the girls ONLY!!!
haha...good job little one.

When did it all change?

2006-12-29T06:43:00.000-08:00

When did it become not fun anymore? When did it become anything but fun? Why did it change?

Now its all a quest to be better than the rest. Every little detail is a competition.Wanting to have more until it takes the fun out having wat you have,until you dont appreciate what you have,until it hurts so bad,until it took away the fun in having it.....

If that's not bad enough,there are those who are so lucky that it comes to them even if they dont want it.They have a choice to reject some if they dont like it.And they are always pushing the right buttons at exactly the right time.

Wondering what i'm talking about? Well i'm not gona tell you...

This is for you baby dearest...

2006-12-24T07:58:00.000-08:00

If questioning would make us wise
No eyes would ever gaze in eyes;
If all our tale were told in speech
No mouths would wander each to each.

Were spirits free from mortal mesh
And love not bound in hearts of flesh
No aching breasts would yearn to meet
And find their ecstasy complete.

For who is there that lives and knows
The secret powers by which he grows?
Were knowledge all, what were our need
To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?.

Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"
I love you now until I die.
For I must love because I live
And life in me is what you give.

My room's new look...

2006-12-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

YhaY!! My room is finally painted.I just finished yesterday...well...my mom did most of the work...thx mom!! But the main point is that its painted AND wit the colours i chose...knockout red and creamy yellow...nice combination?? I hope so...it looks really nice to me although its a lil dark in the corner where i painted the red.

Maybe now i'm officially entering the next phase of my life...COLLEGE!!! Arrrgghhh...registered myself for A Levels today at Taylors...
Haihz...hw i wish this holidays will never end...haha...dont we all?
Well i start on the 8th...so that gives me roughly 2 weeks to maximise my free time to do wat i wana do by then...
but the problem is that I DONT KNW WAT TO DO!!!!

Oh well...i'm sure all of ur'll are facing the same problem too (except those celebrating Christmas...Merry Christmas to all again)
Wow!! 1st time got alot to say...haha too bad...gtg...see ya

Everlasting memories

2006-12-20T06:26:00.000-08:00

wat a wonderful day...spend the day wit my darling in sunway lagoon...it was jus a perfect day...honestly i was happy when our frens decided not to follow us...really got close to her...and it'll probably be very long b4 i can spend this kind of quality time wit her...we 1st spend time in the dry park...that was until she got giddy on 1 of the rides...we spent the most of our time in the water park...the most fun for me was honestly seeing her having fun and seeing her smile...you knw i tink we'll really do well together...like today we have always solved any problem we face together...we planned our time so that we both had fun...we both understand the meaning of sacrifice for the relationship...for example in the dry park,she agreed to go for some of the rides coz she knows i wanted to although she'll get giddy,that's wat i tink...and with her by my side i'm braver and feel alot safer..i duno why oso...and i enjoyed the food at the restaurant she took me to...some eastern style diner...actually i tink it wasnt actually about wat we did but more of who we did it...each other's company was wat made the whole outing so fun and enjoyable...we only had eyes ourselves..it was really hard 4 us when it was time to go back home...but rather than be miserable,i'm gona cherish this memory in my heart forever wit joy coz moments like this cant be bought ever again...

lies...!!!

2006-12-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

its arguably the most valuable commodity that is driving this world...it has its grip on everyth and it lurks in places we least expect it to be...its like drugs...we depend on it although we knw its wrong...we cant live without it..or that is wat we believe...that is why we need to have faith in God..among other things...we humans are weak...we need something more powerful and divine to guide us along the right path...without His intervention we'll probably kill ourselves wit lies...so ppl hv faith...god bless!!!

Quicksand!!

2006-12-14T22:57:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt that? No,i dont mean the literal meaning. Its like when you're stuck in a mess,a very tiny mess,you try to get out of it but the harder you try,the bigger the mess is and the harder it is to get out of...have you ever had any of those days..it also can happen in other aspects of our lives...such as relationships and studies...well if you have this kind of feelings b4 or anytime in the future...well jus letting you knw tat ur not alone.

A very boring day of a boring holiday

2006-12-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

imagine this will you...

i message more than 200o msges per mth...2000!!!
today:less than 10...!!
help me ppl..i'm gona go crazy i think...

2006-12-10T01:20:00.000-08:00

OBS roxx...

2006-12-10T01:02:00.000-08:00

OBS is really a cool camp...i can never 4get the fun i had there...you ppl shud try it...imagine camping in lumut facing pangkor island...paradise man!!
my bro jus came back 2day...he was practically crying wishing he cud stay on...imagine that...well check it out ppl...no regrets.

its gona be my longest and most loneliest week eva!!!

2006-12-10T00:50:00.000-08:00

My gf will be in thailand until saturday...thats too long for me to be apart fr her...way too long!!!
I hope she still has fun,tho..its her first time on a plane...that'll be memorable...but i think she rather spend the time wit ME...haha...perasan betul...
oh well...stayed up until three talking to her..i always enjoy doing that...only if i had unlimited credit..hahaha..
and ppl i'm really gona be bored...seriously bored..so any suggestions to fill my time..i'll really appreciate it..thank you ur'll....kai liang i knw you 4 sure got smth wan...=D

Grand finale of 5 Science 2...!!

2006-12-10T00:32:00.000-08:00

The class party yesterday marked the official end to our beloved class fter two ehole years of slogging and hardship.We mite meet up a few yrs fr nw,bt honestly i dont think its gona be that easy.
It began very lively but became a lil boring when the guys(..including me..haha..) started watching footie...then fter much persuasion by the girls we played truth and dare...
haih...the sweet memories i shared wit my classmates will always be close to my heart...but we have all have to move on..make new frens...thats the beauty of life(or izit?..i dunno)................

as we go on, we remember
all the times we, had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be friends forever

O-Town songs are really good...

2006-12-08T21:06:00.000-08:00

i'm not really a big fan of boy bands...but i have to say that O-Town songs are quite good...cant seem to get them out of my head...songs like AllOrNothing,Every6Seconds,LiquidDreams and many more...you ppl shud really check them out if you havent...

can we stand the test of time??

2006-12-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

wat is love? its probably the 2nd biggest unsolved mystery next only to women...except 4 a certain few who truly understand the very foundation this feelings are based on...i am one of this select few...thats wat i convince myself everyday...i hope my feelings are nt the illusions of love...infatuation...i've looked at it in a million angles...i'm sure,very sure...its pure rite to its core...time and God shall be my judge and my witness of my love...2gether with the blessing of God we shall fight off all enemies..who are and will try 2 break our walls of care and understanding...but the biggest and most deadliest threat of all is within us...watching and waiting,bidding 4 its time 2 strike.....but we are ready at all fronts!!!

another step to manhood...i hope!!haha

2006-12-04T05:45:00.000-08:00

...and finally with its final hoorah, skool comes to an end...i shud be happy rite? i mean there wont be anymore waking up early...no more irritating teachers...finally i'm free from all the hassle of being a student...but i stil feel down and vulnerable...i'm gona step into the world wit all its dangers and risks...duno if i'm up 4 tat...oh well...normal process of being a man...
haih...i'm jus not ready!!!